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Sunday, November 14, 2010

World Diabetes Day



As I write this the clock is turning to midnight and it is now November 14, 2010.  It is world diabetes day.  Support diabetes in any way you can.  If you have friends and/or family members with diabetes do all you can to help them thru the maze of diabetes and try your best not to be the food police.  If you have diabetes~take care of yourself!  Any change in diet, any extra exercise you can do, every baby step helps you live longer and healthier.  It is very possible to live a long and healthy life as any type of diabetic.
I was diagnosed Type 1 diabetic in Feb. 2008.  My pancreas simply quit making insulin.  I knew this was a possibility with chronic pancreatitis but hadn't really thought of it much.  The day a blood test came into my GI Dr.s office with a reading of almost 600 changed my life.  They called me immediately, said they thought it was a mistake and to repeat the test, but to do it soon in case it was correct.  I went right back to the lab, and it had already closed for the day.  My Dr.s advice was to go to the ER and get a finger stick and blood test, which I did.  I don't remember the number, but it was still over 500 (for those who don't know that's WAY too high.  Also, I test glucose in mg/dL,  and those in other countries usually read in mmol/l.  Conversion information here.)  Surprisingly, and I think, wrongly, the ER doc did not give me insulin, since I wasn't diagnosed diabetic.  Although numbers that high really should be treated ASAP.   That was a Saturday and Monday morning I went to my primary Dr. and was officially diagnosed Type 1 diabetic and prescribed insulin.  I am considered Type 1 because I am insulin dependent,  although people can develop "regular" Type 1 at any age.  Mary Tyler Moore was diagnosed Type 1 at 33, the same age I was at diagnosis.
I had been afraid of needles most of my life, and had felt even worse about them after years of difficult IV sticks.  I've always had small, tiny veins  (thanks Mom, or the Stinson side in general I guess) and they'd been used many times.  Most times I go to the ER is after days of vomiting and my veins are almost impossible to find and I get poked many times.  So that first insulin injection was really hard to do.  I had everything ready, and the needle at my thigh but just couldn't put it in.  After over a half an hour, I called my friend Frieda who was taking injections for RA to ask her how she got over her fear.  We talked for a few minutes, and she said "just do it, put the phone down, do it NOW and get it over with."  So I did just that, and survived it and have had no issues with giving my own shots since then.  I take long acting insulin, Novolin, twice a day and Novolog with meals.  Usually at least 3 shots a day.  I also need to check my glucose at least 4 times a day, with a finger prick to get a drop of blood.  With an average of 4 shots a day, I've had over 2,500 shots and 3300 finger pricks in my time with diabetes.   I'm doing quite well with the 'betes.   When I was first diagnosed my A1C (average glucose reading over 3 months) was 9.7 and 3 months after was down to a 7, and have kept in the 6.5 range since then.  Its quite tricky to combine the pancreatitis diet of higher carbs, low fat and low protein with what's best for diabetics-lower carbs and higher protein.

So please support World Diabetes Day.  Unfortunately, other countries do more on this day than the US does.  Pass the word on to everyone you know.  If you are diabetic please visit this site http://bigbluetest.org/ and participate in The Big Blue Test this afternoon.  Its easy, I'll be doing it and you should too!

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Re: previous post

Just two days before I wrote my last post, with a link to a great article about suicide, another friend gave in to the terrible thoughts, sailed toward the sirens and ended her life.  I know her from a friend of her mother, have probably spent more time with her mom and my friend who is the girl's godmother, but I knew her for many years and we spent time together in Rehobeth Beach, Delaware.  She will be missed by many, most of all by her young son.
I didn't publish the previous post on facebook (at least I don't think I did) because I didn't want to bring much attention to it, but those who saw it anyway have told me it was helpful so I ask you to read it now and the article via link.  Suicide has become far to prevalent in teenagers and young adults and I hope this does not continue.  The extreme bullying has to have contributed to the rise, another issue that frightens me.  I was a prime target for bullies, mostly in junior high (that's why I am so happy the former East Junior High in Waynesboro is now an empty field).   I really believe that bullies create bullies-parents who encourage bullying and kids who were bullied and are lashing out.  Both the schools and parents need to work on this, and take it very seriously. 

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Article from Psych Central

This is just a very good article about suicide I read today.   Most of the words could be my own, and I certainly don't want to scare anyone, just passing this along.  I lost one good friend to suicide, another has had too many close calls and I'll admit to having suicidal thoughts in my past.  Ironically, I was more depressed and had suicidal thoughts more often before I got sick with pancreatitis.  Since being so ill I believe I've just fought so hard to maintain my life that there is no way I'd give up now.  That doesn't keep the idea of it from creeping in now and then, but no matter how down I get about this damn disease, I know I'll not end my own life.  So just take a look:


Suicide is Not Painless~from Psych Central 
(http://blogs.psychcentral.com/unplugged/2010/11/suicide-in-not-painless/)

I love this painting and the story of the Sirens trying to lure Jason and the Argonauts to their death on a rocky shore.